back to work

tuesday i started up work again. 

it really wasn't bad. grayson was with family so i wasn't worried how he was doing (actually i was more worried about how they were doing, he can be tough sometimes). i was sad leaving him but not heartbroken. 

to be honest i kind of enjoyed being back. it was nice to be around adults and to be designing again. 

then the second day came. i was okay until around lunchtime. then the crying started. i missed him so bad. i hated only seeing him at night. i wanted my snuggle time but by the time he fell asleep i didn't have to stamina to stay up late holding him like i usually do. 

it was tough. but i keep reminding myself it's only temporary. 

and now for the joys of breastfeeding...

that is a wet mark on my boob! by the time i got to work i had already leaked through. fortunately i am wearing a scarf today so i can drape it over my boob till it dries. 

i really should carry back up clothes.

oh well.